The narrator does not portray himself as a monster in his own mind, but rather as someone helpless to his "bad habit" ( warui kuse ). This adds a layer of grotesque realism. He asks the child not to cry with a "cute voice," showing a disturbing lack of remorse during the act, only later acknowledging he did "something pitiful" when he sees the child hiding under the bed.
Given the prevalence of Attack on Titan (Shingeki no Kyojin), misheard lyrics are extremely common. The phrase “shinseki no ko” sounds like (進撃の巨人) spoken quickly. And “o tomari dakara de na” sounds like “otoma ni dakarete na” – which appears in no song. shinseki no ko to o tomari dakara de na lyrics
Unpacking the Emotional Depth of "Shinseiki no Ko to Ō Tomari Dakara de Na" The narrator does not portray himself as a